WOOO

yesterday my dad called me and said he bought the car we were looking at... i really didn't want it because it is manual... and i can't drive manual... whatever... it is a grey honda civic, and today we officially paid for it and got the keys and what not... i will have pics tommorow.

today at school the junior girl in my art class was still looking at me... must be cuz im so damn sexy...

then durring 7th hour, i went to the library to wait for the cinderella meeting... i was looking at the fiction books and some random black girl started talking to me... she was weird and kindof annoying.... i hope she doesn't bother me in the halls, because i don't really want a colin creevy of my own (harry potter)... because i have a feeling she will be like that... whatever, im good at avoiding people if i must...

so horray for an interesting post

first day

it was kinda sucky. i have a feeling this year is going to be worse than last year. all of my friends who were seniors are gone, and i don't have freinds in the classes that i need freinds in (gym, art, etc.) but i do have them in the classes i would be better without since i need to concentrate. oy vey. anyways... phonse is taking away the pit for the most part, so that will suck as well. i dunno... i guess i can survive, but still its not going to be as fun as alot of people say.... i am more determined to do well, but im sure that plan will fall flat in about a week... oh well....

about jeff now
this whole long distance relationship... not fun... the problem is that im pretty sure i love him, and i KNOW he loves me... i don't want to break up with him, but what am i supposed to do? the whole talking online isn't very sufficent... so i just don't know...

update, woo

this is more of a guilty 'i haven't updated in forever' post...

anywho... i um... haven't been doing much. we are finally closing the pool, but i guess since we are doing it early, he is going to have us do the closing cleany things... like waxing the slide im pretty shure im suposed to be there now, but im playing the 'i forgot' card...

nothing else really to say... so im leaving

horrayness

ok, that title was just for the sake of having one

im watching the olympics.... fun stuff
im also addicted to .hack (thats dot hack, not just hack) i love everything, the game, the anime... its all cool.

now for my school schedule:

1st semester 2nd semester
spanish 4 spanish 4
mixed media dance (monday, thursday)
pre calc pre calc
orchestra orchestra
ecology theatre arts
creative writing fitness for living (wendsday, friday)
off hour! comparative anatomy

Long time no see...

well, i have my reasons... actually only one. My dad randomly decided i have been spending too much time on the internet latley so he took away the network card and hid it. what a loser.... lol

anyway Jeff left this morning.... he came on thursday. we really only went on one "date" unless you count when we went to belisimos.... but that wasn't very date like... we talked alot... im not longer a virgin to kissing.. hehe..... it was good and im sad he is gone, but i know i will still be able to talk to him.

anyway, school fast approaches (EEEK!)... although it does mean i get to go shopping :) ok, thats all i can think of to say, now im off reading some blogs

odd day...

yea so today alot of stuff happend...

i get up, all that jazz and as im leaving i put on my sachel, and it is mysteriously lighter... i look inside to find, GASP, my dad threw away my Genre(s) (its a gay mag) away... again. a little back story, i bought them down in florida, 2 of them, and then i got another here in minot (i was shocked to even find it) and now i have a subscription. anyways, one day i leave them sitting out after reading them and my dad throws them away. the next monday at about 2 am i'm sneaking out of the house to seach the garbage out front. i do not succeed, but find the next morning it is still there, this time i find them. anyway, this morning they are gone, but he is off to work and my mom is sick and distracted, so i just pull them out, real quickly this time. my dad is an ass and i was all pissed off this morning, i was really distracted when riding to work and almost went to the wrong pool. w/e im thinking im just going to give him the old 'im gay and proud' slap to the face.

anyway, im working and then daryl just puts me in a worse mood and tells me to go over to roosevelt, i HATE roosevelt, it is lame and stuff. oak is way more fun. well, he randomly changed his mind just as i was about to go, so i guess i was relieved, but still not happy, which is unusal becase usualy im only unhappy for about 10 minutes at a time. i was really pissed, as a said.

later, i was GREATLY cheered up when i found out regan would be managing.... normaly it would be Daryl, but since jeanette quit, the managers have had to have weird scedules... but thats ok because i heart regan, she is awsome! we went off and played on the playground for a bit, i forgot how fun swings are! so yea, i had a good rest of the day

Then, durring evening session i had my mothers cell phone with me and Jeff tried to call, but parker was being slow and i was late for my break and i missed him... then i tried to use a phone card to call him back and i messed up someway or another every time, i think one of the times i called a porn line.... then ashley did it for me with HER card, and there was only a minute left on the card, most of wich we spent trying to hear each other because it was so quiet... arg...

then tonight i went to belisimo's with danni and aubri, we were having loads of fun... jeff called me while i was there, but we didn't get much talking done, because i was having fun talking to danni and what not, and i think he was kinda intimdated by their precense or something. he talked to aubri for a bit, then i left and we had a good conversation... now im at home... basicly it is the most exciting day i had in a while...

comment if you like, and please answer my previous post

W00T!
50th blog post!

jocie had this on her blog... and so I put it here:

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I Nice/Sweet?
3. How long have you known me?
4. How did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. What do you think of me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your xanga (blog) and see what I say about you?